“If you were in a room with Malcolm and walked out, then came back in one minute later, he wouldn’t remember who you were,” a close family source told the Mildenhall Morning Times. “He has a complete loss of short-term memory.”
DEMENTIA IS A BAD SCENE. IT IS ONE OF THE TRUE HORRORS OF BIOLOGY. DEMENTIA CAN START EARLY OR IT CAN START LATE. IF IT IS OF THE ALZHEIMER’S TYPE THERE IS NO CURE WITH AN AVERAGE LIFE EXPECTANCY AFTER DIAGNOSIS OF 7 YEARS. Dementia is insidious. IT STARTS OUT VERY BENIGN, FOR EXAMPLE A PERSON STARTS FORGETTING WHERE THEY LEFT THEIR KEYS. BUT IT BECOMES PROGRESSIVELY WORSE, WHEREIN THE PERSON STARTS TO FORGET THINGS THEY HAVE KNOWN FOR A LONG TIME AND STARTS TO BECOME IRRATIONAL AND LOSE THE ABILITY TO REASON. AS THE ILLNESS STARTS TO PROGRESS IT STARTS TO PUT A STRAIN ON FAMILY MEMBERS. VERY ODD TRAITS SOON BECOME APPARENT IN THE AFFLICTED PERSON’S BEHAVIOR. FOR EXAMPLE; THE PERSON MAY BE DRIVING HOME AND SUDDENLY LOSE TRACK OF WHERE THEY WERE GOING OR EVEN WHY THEY WERE GOING THERE. A WOMAN’S HUSBAND MAY START TO ASK HIS WIFE WHO THE VARIOUS PHOTOGRAPHS ARE HANGING ON THE WALL WHEN THEY ARE HIS VERY GRANDCHILDREN THAT HE HAS KNOWN SINCE THEY WERE BORN. THE MAN MAY START NOT TO RECOGNIZE THESE SAME GRANDCHILDREN WHEN THEY COME TO VISIT. THE WIFE WILL HAVE TO WATCH OVER THE HUSBAND CONSTANTLY AS HE WILL BECOME RESTLESS AT NIGHT AND WANDER OUT OF HIS HOUSE AND WALK AWAY. THE HUSBAND WILL START TO FORGET HOW TO USE COMMON ITEMS SUCH AS THE REMOTE CONTROL FOR THE TELEVISION. OUT OF KNOW WHERE AND FOR NO REASON THE MAN MIGHT START TO CRY, OR START TO LAUGH. THE WIFE WILL BECOME ANGRY AS THE MAN WILL ASK HER THE SAME QUESTION OVER AND OVER ONLY MINUTES LATER AS HE FORGOT WHAT SHE SAID ALMOST INSTANTLY. FOR THE HUSBAND, DRIVING WILL BECOME IMPOSSIBLE. THE DOCTOR BY LAW MAY ORDER THAT THE MAN CANNOT BE ALLOWED TO DRIVE. THIS IS DUE TO PERCEPTUAL PROBLEMS. FOR EXAMPLE; THE MAN MAY LOOK IN HIS REAR VIEW MIRROR AND NOT REALIZE THAT THE CAR IN THE MIRROR IS BEHIND HIM. HE WILL BELIEVE IT IS COMING AT HIM AND WILL SWERVE OUT OF THE WAY CAUSING A DANGEROUS SITUATION. EVENTUALLY THE MAN WILL GAZE INTO THE MIRROR AND ASK HIS WIFE WHO THE PERSON WAS IN THE BATHROOM WHEN IN FACT IT WAS HIS REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR. PATIENTS WITH DEMENTIA CAN OFTEN BECOME VIOLENT AND DANGEROUS. THEY BECOME AGGRESSIVE AND PARANOID AND MAY ATTACK AND HARM THEIR SPOUSE. MANY TIMES THEY ARE REQUIRED TO BE RESTRAINED IN A HOSPITAL SETTING AS THEY COULD BECOME A DANGER TO THEMSELVES OR OTHERS BECAUSE THEY HAVE LOST THEIR MIND AND THEIR BEHAVIOR IS TOTALLY UNPREDICTABLE. THEY LOSE THE ABILITY TO UNDERSTAND THE NEED TO USE THE BATHROOM AND WILL JUST URINATE AND DEFECATE IN THEIR CLOTHING. THEY LOSE THE ABILITY TO DRESS THEMSELVES OR EVEN TO FEED THEMSELVES AND NEED 24 HOUR NURSING HOME CARE. THEIR PERSONALITY CHANGES. UPON MISPLACING A RING OR OTHER ITEM THAT THEY OWN THEY WILL START TO ACCUSE THEIR WIFE, HUSBAND, OR REPAIR MAN ETC. OF STEALING IT. HABITS THAT THEY HAD LONG SINCE ABANDONED EVEN FOR 40, 50, OR 60 YEARS MAY SUDDENLY RETURN, SUCH AS ALCOHOLISM. AS THEY DETERIORATE THEY WILL STOP ANY ACTIVITIES THAT THEY ENJOYED SUCH AS GOLF, BOWLING OR CARD GAMES AS THEY WILL LOSE THE ABILITY TO COMPREHEND THE RULES OR EVEN KNOW WHY THEY ARE PLAYING THE GAME. THEY CAN QUICKLY BECOME DANGEROUS AS THEY WILL FORGET TO TURN OFF SOMETHING ON THE STOVE AND FREQUENTLY SET THE HOUSE ON FIRE. DEMENTIA DOES NOT DISCRIMINATE. SO IT DOESN’T MATTER HOW COOL YOU THINK YOU ARE, OR HOW POPULAR AND RICH YOU THINK YOU ARE. IT DOES NOT MATTER HOW SMART YOU THINK YOU ARE OR HOW WONDERFUL AND TALENTED OR GIFTED THAT YOU THINK YOU ARE. IT DOES NOT MATTER THAT YOU WERE ACCEPTED TO THAT $60,000 A YEAR IVY LEAGUE COLLEGE OF YOUR CHOICE, AND IT DOES NOT MATTER HOW HOT YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS OR HOW BIG THE ROCK IS THAT YOUR BOYFRIEND GAVE YOU AS AN ENGAGEMENT RING BECAUSE IT COULD BE YOU THAT GETS DEMENTIA ONE DAY, SO DON’T WALK AROUND THINKING THAT YOU ARE SO GREAT BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT. SINGER GLEN CAMPBELL IS CURRENTLY IN STAGE 6 OF 7 OF ALZHEIMER’S DISEASE AND ACTION MOVIE STAR CHARLES BRONSON DIED FROM THE DISEASE.
PROSTITUTION IS A TOUGH SPORT. ESPECIALLY IN PHILADELPHIA. ONCE A VIVACIOUS YOUNG BLOND HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT WITH HER YOUNG BLOND LIFE IN FRONT OF HER, THIS GIRL TURNED TO INJECTING HEROIN, SEEKING SOLACE AND TO SUPPRESS THE CONSTANTLY RECURRING, OPPRESSIVE MEMORIES OF HER SEXUAL ABUSE AT THE AGE OF 12 BY HER OWN MOTHER. BECAUSE OF HER SELF-HATRED AND LOW SELF-ESTEEM RESULTING FROM THE ABUSE AND HER EVER INCREASING NEED TO FUEL HER DRUG HABIT SHE TURNED TO PROSTITUTION. SHE HAD WORKED THE MEAN STREETS OF KENSINGTON, PHILADELPHIA FOR 7 YEARS. FOR ALL OF THAT TIME HER BLOND LIFE WAS JUST A SERIES OF REVOLVING DOORS; FROM CENTRAL BOOKING LOCK – UP, TO CHURCHES AND REHAB FACILITIES; METHADONE CLINICS, HOMELESS SHELTERS, AND SLEEPING ON PARK BENCHES AND IN SPOT-A-POTS. SHE HAD LISTENED TO ALL OF THE BULLSHIT FROM POLICE, SOCIAL WORKERS, JUDGES, MINISTERS AND THE LIKE ABOUT “TURNING HER LIFE AROUND” AND HAD PUT UP WITH THE INCESSANT GARBAGE FROM THE BLEEDING HEART RELIGIOUS FANATICS ABOUT SAVING HERSELF AND IT FUCKING MEANT NOTHING TO HER. SHE WAS A DRUG ADDICT AND SHE DIDN’T CARE WHAT HAPPENED TO HER, SHE LIKED THE FEELING OF INJECTING HEROIN AND SHE DIDN’T CARE WHAT ANYBODY SAID OR HOW ANYBODY ELSE FELT ABOUT IT. SHE WOULD GET IN ANY CAR WITH ANY BODY BUT SAID THAT SHE WOULD NOT “DATE” BLACKS BECAUSE THEIR DICKS WERE TOO BIG AND THEY BEAT HER. ASKED IF THAT WERE THE CASE SHE SAID “YEAH, AND THEY ALWAYS THREATEN TO BEAT ME AND THEN TAKE THEIR MONEY BACK…” ASKED IF THAT WAS SO SHE STATED “YES , THEY ALWAYS ASK FOR A “TESTER.” WHEN ASKED TO EXPLAIN WHAT A TESTER WAS SHE SAID, “THEY TELL ME THAT THEY WANT TO TRY A FREE SAMPLE AND IF THEY ARE SATISFIED THEN THE NEXT TIME THEY WILL PAY ME.” ASKED IF THAT WAS INDEED THE TRUTH SHE SAID, “YES, THAT IS WHY I NEVER GET IN THE CAR WITH THEM.” WHAT ABOUT THE POLICE? “YES, SHE SAID, SOMETIMES THEY PICK ME UP AND FORCE ME TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM FOR FREE, BUT NOT ALL OF THEM DO THAT.” I SEE. AND HOW MUCH DO YOU CHARGE? “WELL, ON THE STREET THE STANDARD IS ABOUT 20 DOLLARS FOR A BLOW JOB AND 40 FOR A HALF AND HALF.” WHAT IS A HALF AND HALF? “WELL, A HALF AND HALF IS A BLOW JOB AND THEN INTERCOURSE, BUT THOSE ARE JUST THE USUAL PRICES. I ACTUALLY WILL TAKE ANYTHING I CAN GET – EVEN A SODA OR A PACK OF CIGARETTES – BUT I TRY TO GET AT LEAST 15 DOLLARS MOST OF THE TIME.” DO YOU HAVE A PIMP? “NO, MOST OF US WALKING THE STREET DON’T HAVE A PIMP, THAT’S ONLY ON TV AND IN THE MOVIES SILLY, OR IN LAS VEGAS OR SOMETHING, HA HA.” OH, I SEE. VERY INTERESTING. AND WHY DID YOU BECOME A PROSTITUTE? WHAT MADE YOU DO IT? “WELL, THE TRUTH IS, WHEN I WAS 12 YEARS OLD, MY MOM MADE ME GET IN BED WITH HER AND SHE WOULD EAT MY PUSSY.” SHE WOULD EAT YOUR PUSSY ?… “YES, THAT’S RIGHT, AND AFTER THAT I NEVER REALLY FELT RIGHT ANYMORE.”
NEW IMAGE OF GEORGEANN HAWKINS, 18. DISAPPEARED ON JUNE 11, 1974. this woman was 18 and a freshman at college when she was tricked by ted bundy into helping him carry a briefcase to his vw. he had crutches and was moving up the alley behind her sorority house fumbling with the case trying to act helpless. he also had been drinking. he asked her to help him. she did. they moved north up the alley and into a dark parking area with a dirt surface and a basketball hoop. he had secreted a crowbar near the rear tire of his car. he asked her to put the case in and when she bent inside the car he knocked her out with the bar by smashing it against her skull, the back of her skull that is. he then placed her into the space where the passenger seat was; he had put the seat in the back seat of the car. he drove away. he had detailed this entire thing in a tape recorder to dr. robert kepler. but instead i will tell you here. what he did was to handcuff her as well. he said while they were driving she woke up. she asked him if he was taking her to tutor her for her spanish test the next day. he thought this was funny because he did not care about other people in the way most people do. he just did whatever he wanted and did not have remorse or feelings for others. then what he did was that he raped the girl and then he strangled her to death. after this he cut off her head with a hacksaw and buried it. then he tossed the rest of her body in the woods.he did come back on successive days before cutting off her head just to look at the body and do whatever else he did have sex with it or whatever i think he even ate parts of some of his victims. but when the smell got too bad he said enough and just disposed of the corpse and then off on to his next big adventure. he also said thatwhen he had removed her head with the hacksaw he had buried it on a rocky hillside about 2 miles from lake sam off of i-90 but there is a hospital built there now. this young woman was a cheerleader in high school. her mom is 93 and still keeps all the artifacts associated with her memory. she hates ted bundy and said she hopes god takes care of him. some people hate ted bundy some people love ted bundy some people just like ted bundy, some people dislike ted bundy, some people envy ted bundy, some people admonish ted bundy, some people disown ted bundy, some people forgive ted bundy, some people admire ted bundy, some people chastise ted bundy, some people analyze ted bundy, some people fantasize ted bundy, some people hypothesize ted bundy, some people personify ted bundy, some people vilify ted bundy, some people homogenize ted bundy, some people pasteurize ted bundy, some people victimize ted bundy, some people cauterize ted bundy, some people compartmentalize ted bundy, some people deconstruct ted bundy, some people idolize ted bundy, some people hypnotize ted bundy, some people mythologize ted bundy, some people visualize ted bundy, some people internalize ted bundy, some people script ted bundy, some people drip ted bundy, some people slip ted bundy, some people miss ted bundy, some people kiss ted bundy, some people hiss ted bundy, some people need ted bundy, some people plead ted bundy, some people bleed ted bundy, some people knead ted bundy, some people weed ted bundy, some people seed ted bundy. there is a little ted bundy in all of us.