“JOHNNY AND ME” IS A BOOK WRITTEN BY BARRY BOSCHELLI. THIS IS THE CHILDHOOD TALE OF THE BEST FRIEND OF THE JOHN WAYNE GACY. THIS IS A SPELLBINDING AND BRILLIANT BOOK. JOHN WAYNE GACY WAS A SERIAL KILLER ACTIVE BETWEEN 1972 AND 1978 NEAR NORWOOD PARK ILLINOIS. THE BOOK “JOHNNY AND ME” GIVES A VIVID ACCOUNT OF THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN BARRY BOSCHELLI AND HIS BEST FRIEND, JOHNNY GACY AS THEY WERE LIVING OUT THEIR AMERICAN DREAM IN 1950’S CHICAGO, ILLINOIS. MR. BOSCHELLI TRANSPORTS THE READER INTO THE ERA AND LEADS THEM BY THE HAND THROUGH THE ADVENTURES AND MISADVENTURES OF THE BOYS AS THEY EXPLORE THEIR ENVIRONMENT, SUFFER THE RAGINGS OF THEIR ABUSIVE AND ALCOHOLIC FATHERS, AND EXPLORE THEIR HOPES AND DREAMS FOR THE FUTURE IN MID WESTERN AMERICA . THIS BOOK IS THRILLING AND ENGAGING FROM BEGINNING TO END AND PROVIDES DEEP INSIGHT INTO THE BURGEONING MIND OF JOHN WAYNE GACY AND HELPS TO EXPLAIN – PERHAPS – WHY THE FUTURE EVENTS OF HIS LIFE UNFOLDED AS THEY DID. (PLEASE STAY TUNED I AM STILL WORKING ON THIS)
BARRY BOSCHELLI WEAVES A MAGICAL TALE. HE STARTS WITH A BACKGROUND DETAILING HIS HISTORY AND THAT OF HIS FAMILY GIVING THE READER A VIVID GLIMPSE INTO THE DAY TO DAY LIFE OF A CHILD IN 1950’S AMERICA. THE READER IS TRANSPORTED AS IF IN A TIME MACHINE AND EXPERIENCES FIRST HAND THE SIGHTS, SOUNDS, SMELLS, TASTES AND SOMATIC SENSATIONS AS IF IN REAL TIME AND 4 DIMENSIONS.
BARRY BOSCHELLI BRINGS HIS CHARACTERS TO LIFE THROUGHOUT THE BOOK AND DRAWS THE READER IN HOLDING THEIR INTEREST. CAREFUL AND INTRICATE DETAIL IS GIVEN TO SCENERY SUCH AS THE INTERIORS OF THE HOME OF THE GACY FAMILY, THE COLORS AND TEXTURES USED IN THEIR FURNISHINGS AND HOW WELL KEPT THE CHILDREN’S ROOMS WERE REQUIRED TO BE. BARRY DETAILS THEIR CHILDHOOD ADVENTURES SUCH AS BUILDING A FOR – PROFIT ROLLER COASTER IN THEIR BACKYARD AND BUILDING A FORT. THE AUTHOR ALSO DETAILS INCIDENTS THAT LIKELY PLAYED A MAJOR ROLE IN THE SOMATIC AS WELL AS PSYCHOLOGICAL DEVELOPMENT OF YOUNG JOHNNY GACY. ONE SUCH INCIDENT DETAILED IS WHEN YOUNG JOHNNY WAS HIT HARD IN THE HEAD AREA BY A THICKLY BUILT WOODEN AND IRON SWING AS THE KIDS WERE PLAYING. JOHNNY LOST CONSCIOUSNESS FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME AND WAS TRANSPORTED BY A CRYING, VERY DISTRAUGHT BARRY BACK TO THE KID’S HOUSE AS THEY COULD NOT FIND A POLICE OFFICER. THIS EVENT WAS INSIDIOUS AND CRITICAL IN THE DEVELOPMENT OF JOHNNY GACY. JOHNNY SUFFERED ACUTE EFFECTS FROM THIS INJURY FOR WEEKS AND SOME VERY SEVERE. IT WAS THOUGHT TO HAVE CAUSED AMPLE BLEEDING ON THE BRAIN AND A CLOT FORMED. DURING RECOVERY JOHNNY SUFFERED SLURRED SPEECH. THIS IS IMPORTANT AS IT INDICATES POSSIBLE DAMAGE TO BROCA’S AREA WITH ACCOMPANYING STROKE. SO, THERE WAS A LOSS OF BLOOD FLOW TO THE AREA WITH ACCOMPANYING LOSS OF OXYGEN CAUSING THE DEATH OF CELLS IN THE IMMEDIATE AREA. MANY DOCTORS SPECULATE THAT THIS DAMAGE COULD HAVE AFFECTED HIS PSYCHOLOGICAL MAKE -UP IN SIGNIFICANT WAYS LEADING TO THE EXTREMES OF HIS PERSONALITY. JOHNNY WAS TO SUFFER LIFELONG PROBLEMS FROM THIS EVENT INCLUDING PERIODIC BLACKOUTS.
JOHNNY AND BARRY HAD MUCH IN COMMON. THEY BOTH LOVED CANDY AND WOULD SAVE TO BUY IT. THEIR FATHER’S WERE ABUSIVE ALCOHOLICS AND WOULD GO INTO RAGES. ONE DAY, BARRY ACCIDENTALLY SPILLED A DRINK ON MR. GACY. HE GOT VERY MAD ABOUT IT AND BARRY LEFT. JOHNNY HAD TO CLEAN HIS ROOM AND MOP THE KITCHEN FLOOR. IF HE TRIED TO SLACK OFF HIS FATHER WOULD LITERALLY KILL HIM SO HE NEVER MISSED HIS CHORES.JOHNNY WAS TO WALK THE DOG. AND IF HE DID NOT DO IT HIS FATHER WOULD WHIP HIS ASS. JOHNNY DRESSED VERY NEATLY AND WAS VERY WELL GROOMED AT ALL TIMES. BARRY WAS NOT GAY AND THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE TWO BOYS WAS A NORMAL FRIENDSHIP. MR. GACY DID NOT TOLERATE HOMOSEXUALITY AND IF HE EVER FOUND OUT THAT JOHNNY WAS ATTRACTED TO MALES HE WOULD HAVE LITERALLY KILLED HIM. GACY’S SISTERS WERE EXPECTED TO DO THE SAME AMOUNT OF WORK AS JOHNNY.
PROSTITUTION IS A TOUGH SPORT. ESPECIALLY IN PHILADELPHIA. ONCE A VIVACIOUS YOUNG BLOND HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT WITH HER YOUNG BLOND LIFE IN FRONT OF HER, THIS GIRL TURNED TO INJECTING HEROIN, SEEKING SOLACE AND TO SUPPRESS THE CONSTANTLY RECURRING, OPPRESSIVE MEMORIES OF HER SEXUAL ABUSE AT THE AGE OF 12 BY HER OWN MOTHER. BECAUSE OF HER SELF-HATRED AND LOW SELF-ESTEEM RESULTING FROM THE ABUSE AND HER EVER INCREASING NEED TO FUEL HER DRUG HABIT SHE TURNED TO PROSTITUTION. SHE HAD WORKED THE MEAN STREETS OF KENSINGTON, PHILADELPHIA FOR 7 YEARS. FOR ALL OF THAT TIME HER BLOND LIFE WAS JUST A SERIES OF REVOLVING DOORS; FROM CENTRAL BOOKING LOCK – UP, TO CHURCHES AND REHAB FACILITIES; METHADONE CLINICS, HOMELESS SHELTERS, AND SLEEPING ON PARK BENCHES AND IN SPOT-A-POTS. SHE HAD LISTENED TO ALL OF THE BULLSHIT FROM POLICE, SOCIAL WORKERS, JUDGES, MINISTERS AND THE LIKE ABOUT “TURNING HER LIFE AROUND” AND HAD PUT UP WITH THE INCESSANT GARBAGE FROM THE BLEEDING HEART RELIGIOUS FANATICS ABOUT SAVING HERSELF AND IT FUCKING MEANT NOTHING TO HER. SHE WAS A DRUG ADDICT AND SHE DIDN’T CARE WHAT HAPPENED TO HER, SHE LIKED THE FEELING OF INJECTING HEROIN AND SHE DIDN’T CARE WHAT ANYBODY SAID OR HOW ANYBODY ELSE FELT ABOUT IT. SHE WOULD GET IN ANY CAR WITH ANY BODY BUT SAID THAT SHE WOULD NOT “DATE” BLACKS BECAUSE THEIR DICKS WERE TOO BIG AND THEY BEAT HER. ASKED IF THAT WERE THE CASE SHE SAID “YEAH, AND THEY ALWAYS THREATEN TO BEAT ME AND THEN TAKE THEIR MONEY BACK…” ASKED IF THAT WAS SO SHE STATED “YES , THEY ALWAYS ASK FOR A “TESTER.” WHEN ASKED TO EXPLAIN WHAT A TESTER WAS SHE SAID, “THEY TELL ME THAT THEY WANT TO TRY A FREE SAMPLE AND IF THEY ARE SATISFIED THEN THE NEXT TIME THEY WILL PAY ME.” ASKED IF THAT WAS INDEED THE TRUTH SHE SAID, “YES, THAT IS WHY I NEVER GET IN THE CAR WITH THEM.” WHAT ABOUT THE POLICE? “YES, SHE SAID, SOMETIMES THEY PICK ME UP AND FORCE ME TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM FOR FREE, BUT NOT ALL OF THEM DO THAT.” I SEE. AND HOW MUCH DO YOU CHARGE? “WELL, ON THE STREET THE STANDARD IS ABOUT 20 DOLLARS FOR A BLOW JOB AND 40 FOR A HALF AND HALF.” WHAT IS A HALF AND HALF? “WELL, A HALF AND HALF IS A BLOW JOB AND THEN INTERCOURSE, BUT THOSE ARE JUST THE USUAL PRICES. I ACTUALLY WILL TAKE ANYTHING I CAN GET – EVEN A SODA OR A PACK OF CIGARETTES – BUT I TRY TO GET AT LEAST 15 DOLLARS MOST OF THE TIME.” DO YOU HAVE A PIMP? “NO, MOST OF US WALKING THE STREET DON’T HAVE A PIMP, THAT’S ONLY ON TV AND IN THE MOVIES SILLY, OR IN LAS VEGAS OR SOMETHING, HA HA.” OH, I SEE. VERY INTERESTING. AND WHY DID YOU BECOME A PROSTITUTE? WHAT MADE YOU DO IT? “WELL, THE TRUTH IS, WHEN I WAS 12 YEARS OLD, MY MOM MADE ME GET IN BED WITH HER AND SHE WOULD EAT MY PUSSY.” SHE WOULD EAT YOUR PUSSY ?… “YES, THAT’S RIGHT, AND AFTER THAT I NEVER REALLY FELT RIGHT ANYMORE.”
SCOTTSDALE, Ariz. (PHILLYCRIMENEWS) — Six-time Olympic gold medalist swimmer Amy Van Dyken severed her spinal cord in an all-terrain vehicle accident over the weekend, and she told emergency workers she could not move her toes or feel anything touching her legs.The 41-year-old swimmer, who goes by Amy Van Dyken Rouen,
was injured Friday. She was airlifted to a hospital and had surgery to stabilize her spine.Hospital spokeswoman Alice Giedraitis didn’t provide details Monday on Rouen’s injuries. She said the swimmer
was in good condition Monday afternoon. She severed her spinal cord at the T11 vertebrae and the broken vertebrae came within millimeters of rupturing her aorta.A report by the Show Low Police Department said the ATV that she was driving hit a curb in a restaurant parking lot and sent her over a drop-off of between 5 and 7 feet. She became the first U.S. female athlete to win four gold medals in a single game. She captured the 50-meter freestyle and 100 butterfly and also competed on the winning relay teams in the 400 free and 400 medley.Four years later at Sydney, she added two more golds in the 400 free and 400 medley relays before retiring from competition.”The USA Swimming family is devastated to learn of Amy Van Dyken’s unfortunate accident this weekend,” the
organization said in a statement. “We’re happy to hear that she escaped and is now in great care. That she is already ‘acting like her typical spunky, boisterous, ebullient self’ shows she’s on a great path.”
“Amy is a champion who has proven throughout her life that she is a fighter who takes on challenges and comes out on top. We know Amy will tackle her rehabilitation with vigor and be back on her feet sooner rather than later,” it said.She grew up in Denver and became a world-class swimmer despite suffering from asthma as a child and into
adulthood. She swam two years at the University of Arizona and transferred to Colorado State University, where she broke the U.S. record in the 50-yard freestyle during the 1994 NCAA championships.
BY MEXICAN STANDARDS THIS YOUNG GIRL HAD A FAIRLY DECENT UPBRINGING IN A MIDDLE CLASS HOME. FINANCIALLY SHE NEVER WANTED FOR ANYTHING. AFTER BEING REPEATEDLY RAPED BY HER FATHER STARTING AT 7 YEARS OLD AND CONTINUING UNTIL SHE WAS 12 SHE SHUT DOWN MENTALLY AND WITHDREW INTO HERSELF. SHE NEVER SPOKE TO ANYONE ABOUT THE ABUSE AND INTERNALIZED IT. EVEN THOUGH HER MOTHER KNEW THAT SHE WAS BEING ABUSED SHE REFUSED TO HELP HER BECAUSE AS WITH MOST WOMEN SHE WAS WEAK AND INSECURE AND AFRAID OF BEING ALONE, AND KNEW THAT IF SHE INTERVENED THAT HER HUSBAND WOULD LEAVE HER. ESPECIALLY BECAUSE SINCE HER HUSBAND WAS A GOOD LOOKING MAN SHE KNEW THAT HE COULD QUICKLY REPLACE HER WITH ANOTHER WOMAN. SO SHE MADE EXCUSES FOR HER HUSBAND’S BEHAVIOR AND TOLERATED IT. AFTER THE ABUSE CONTINUED FOR A YEAR THE MOTHER BECAME RESENTFUL AND JEALOUS AND STARTED TO BLAME HER DAUGHTER FOR THE ABUSE. THE YOUNG GIRL BEGAN LOSING CONCENTRATION IN SCHOOL AND BECOMING PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE. AFTER THE 4TH YEAR AFTER THE ABUSE WITH THE URGING OF HER FRIENDS, SHE HAD TRIED HEROIN AND FOUND OUT THAT BY USING THIS DRUG SHE WAS TRANSPORTED AWAY FROM HER MISERABLE SHIT LIFE AND HAD FINALLY FOUND ONE WAY TO FORGET HER PAIN AND SELF-HATRED. 2 YEARS LATER AT AGE 18, SHE STARTED TO BLAME HERSELF FOR THE ABUSE AND IN HER DESPERATION STARTED TO GET MONEY AND SEEK APPROVAL THROUGH PROSTITUTION. AFTER TELLING HERSELF IT WAS ONLY TEMPORARY, AND THAT SHE WAS GOING TO EVENTUALLY STOP THE BEHAVIOR, SHE FINALLY JUST GAVE IN AND ACCEPTED HERSELF FOR WHAT SHE WAS – A PROSTITUTE AND A JUNKIE. NEEDING MORE AND MORE OF THE DRUG TO GET HIGH AND SUPPRESS THE INTENSE PAIN OF HER MEMORIES OF HER CHILDHOOD SHE USED MORE AND MORE HEROIN AND TRIED TO GET THE PUREST FORM AVAILABLE. FINALLY, AFTER 2 YEARS OF WORKING THE BLEAK GRAY CONCRETE AND STEEL INDUSTRIAL STRIP ON THE MEAN STREETS LINED WITH AUTO GRAVEYARDS, PORN SHOPS, FILTHY INDIAN – OWNED MOTELS AND FAST FOOD RESTAURANTS , SHE JAMMED THE HOT SPIKE IN HER NECK AND PUMPED THE DRUG INTO HER BLOODSTREAM FOR THE LAST TIME . HER NEXT STOP WAS THE CORONER’S OFFICE WHERE AN AUTOPSY WAS PERFORMED ON HER TO DETERMINE IF THERE HAD BEEN ANY FOUL PLAY INVOLVED WITH HER DEATH. THE AUTOPSY PHOTOS ARE HARD TO LOOK AT FOR SOME BUT THEY ARE THE GRIM REALITY OF HUMANITY’S STARK, EMPTY AND BLEAK EXISTENCE. MOST WILL CHOOSE TO LOOK AWAY OR HIDE IN DENIAL BEHIND THEIR RELIGION INSTEAD OF FACING THE DARK REALITY OF LIFE BECAUSE THEY ARE TOO WEAK TO LOOK INTO THE REAL FACE OF DEATH. THEY WILL HIDE BEHIND THE ILLUSION OF THE SECURITY OF THEIR LITTLE 9-5 JOB AT THE UTILITY COMPANY AND SUPPRESS THEIR RECENT FEAR THAT THEIR SPOUSE HAS BECOME BORED WITH THEM AND IS HAVING AN AFFAIR BEHIND THEIR BACK, AND THAT THEIR KIDS HATE THEM AND ARE ASHAMED OF THEM. THE ILLUSION THAT THEIR PRIEST IS NOT REALLY A PEDOPHILE, AND HOMOSEXUAL ALCOHOLIC, USING THEIR WEEKLY DONATIONS FOR TRYSTS WITH TEENAGED BOYS IN SORDID ATLANTIC CITY MOTEL ROOMS. TELLING THEMSELVES THAT THEIR EMPTY, MEANINGLESS LIVES ACTUALLY DO HAVE MEANING BECAUSE THEY WEAR A RIBBON TO SHOW HOW MUCH THEY CARE ABOUT THEIR LATEST PET CAUSE, OR THAT THEIR TIME CAMPAIGNING FOR THE LATEST TRENDY JUNK SCIENCE EFFORT LIKE GLOBAL WARMING OR SAVING THE FUCKING TREES IS A WORTHWHILE EFFORT THAT GIVES THEM SELF-WORTH WHEN THE REALITY IS THAT THEY FEEL WORTHLESS. THAT THEIR TIME SPENT FEEDING THE HOMELESS BUMS WHO WOULD STICK A SHANK IN THEIR BACK FOR 3 DOLLARS , A SMOKE, OR A JUG OF WINE AND WHO RESENT AND DESPISE THEM GIVES THEM A SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT, AND THAT THEY REALLY DON’T FEAR AND DESPISE THE HOMELESS THEMSELVES. THOSE WHO ARE NOT AFRAID TO LOOK INTO THE FACE OF DEATH IN ALL IT’S MYRIAD FORMS ARE THE ONES WHO TRULY ARE FREE AND WHO ARE AWARE. I AM NOBODY, I AM A TRAMP, A HOBO. I’M A BOXCAR AND A JUG OF WINE. I’M WHOEVER YOU WANT ME TO BE. I’M NOBODY. AND I’M A STRAIGHT RAZOR IF YOU GET TOO CLOSE.
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Moncton Mayor George LeBlanc urged all residents to pay strict attention to the RCMP warnings. “The police and other emergency personnel are working under extremely difficult conditions and need our complete cooperation. Stay home, stay safe. If you cannot get home, seek out a friend or family and remain there until you are advised otherwise,”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61LkPt7mKYAFACES OF DEATH – MADMAN DRESSED IN CAMOUFLAGE GOES ON RAMPAGE – WELCOME TO THE JUNGLEIT LOOKS LIKE HE HAS A TACTICAL SEMI-AUTO 12 GAUGE PUMP ACTION SHOTGUN AND SOME TYPE OF HIGH POWERED SEMI-AUTOMATIC RIFLE RESEMBLING AND POSSIBLY AN M1 MOST LIKELY CHAMBERED IN AT LEAST 0.30 CALIBER BUT FROM THESE IMAGES I AM NOT 100 PERCENT SURE OF THE EXACT MAKE AND MODEL OF THE WEAPONS, BUT I AM SURE THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE. A NASTY ARSENAL INDEED.NOTICE THE SLEEVE ATTACHED TO THE STOCK OF THE SHOTGUN HOLDING 5 12 GAUGE ROUNDS. AS WELL ARMED AS THIS GUY IS I WOULD GUESS THAT HE PROBABLY HAS ONE OR MORE PISTOLS IN THE BACKPACK OR CARGO POCKETS BUT WE WILL KNOW SOON ENOUGH THAT’S FOR SURE WHEN HE EITHER GETS KILLED BY THE POLICE OR BLASTS HIS BRAINS OUT BECAUSE I GUARANTEE YOU THIS GUY WON’T BE TAKEN IN ALIVE.
CANADA — (PHILLYCRIMENEWS) — Three police officers have been shot dead and two others wounded in Moncton, New Brunswick and a manhunt is underway for the camouflaged, rifle-wielding shooter, according to police.
The suspect has been identified as Justin Bourque, 24, and Royal Canadian Mounted Police in New Brunswick are urging city residents to “stay inside, lock your doors, stay safe” after “an ongoing shooting in the area.” Bourque is shown dressed all in camouflage, carrying two rifles and a backpack and has retreated to the woods. A witness saw blood and windows shot out of a car at the corner of Mailhot avenue and Isington Street in Moncton, New Brunswick. “I drove by and saw a car with shattered windows, bullet holes, and blood all over the ground,” Matt Arsenault told PHILLYCRIMENEWS when he drove by the corner of Mailhot Ave. and Isington St. in Moncton. A local hospital tweeted that it is treating three people, including two officers who have been shot but have non-life threatening injuries. Several streets in the north end of the city are shut down as officers search for the armed suspect. Police say Bourque may be near the Moncton Coliseum or somewhere in the Pinehurst subdivision. A Facebook page attributed to the killer is littered with anti-cop and pro-gun messages and rantings. His last posting, written just after 4:30 p.m. Wednesday, contains a lyrics of a song by metal band Megadeth called “Hook in Mouth.”
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::BREAKING NEWS:: HISPANIC STUDENTS AFRAID TO ATTEND BALTIMORE HIGH SCHOOL AFTER ATTACKS BY AFRICAN AMERICANS
BALTIMORE,MD (PHILLYCRIMENEWS)–ONLY 7 OF THE OVER 100 REGISTERED LATINO STUDENT FROM DIGITAL HARBOR HIGH SCHOOL ATTENDED SCHOOL THIS WEEK AFTER RACIAL ATTACKS BY GANGS OF BLACK STUDENTS. RACIAL TENSION REACHED IT’S PEAK MONDAY AFTER A 15 YEAR OLD LATINO YOUTH WAS STABBED TO DEATH BY A BLACK MAN IN A ROBBERY. POLICE IN A HELICOPTER AND SQUAD CARS WITH BULL HORNS WERE REQUIRED TO URGE LARGE GROUPS OF AFRICAN AMERICANS TO DISPERSE NEAR THE SCHOOL. STUDENTS FROM THIS SCHOOL RECENTLY WERE INVOLVED IN ATTACKS ON TEACHERS AND WERE OBSERVED LOOTING LOCAL 7-ELEVEN STORES AS WELL AS ATTACKING WHITE BUS PASSENGERS IN MOBS. THE CITY HAS CALLED A MEETING FOR THE COMMUNITY TO TRY TO SOLVE THIS PROBLEM BUT SO FAR A SOLUTION HAS NOT BEEN REACHED.
NOTE: TO ENLARGE BOTH PHOTOS AND PRINT HOLD DOWN THE Ctrl KEY AND PRESS THE + KEY AS MANY TIMES AS YOU NEED TO ENLARGE IT. TO REDUCE TO ORIGINAL SIZE HOLD DOWN Ctrl KEY AND PRESS THE – KEY UNTIL IMAGE IS AT ORIGINAL SIZE.JOHN WAYNE GACY WAS HIGHLY CREATIVE. HE WAS A TALENTED ARTIST AND PAINTER. HE PAINTED MANY VERY ORIGINAL PICTURES OF CLOWNS AMONG OTHER THINGS. JOHN WAYNE GACY WAS A REGISTERED CLOWN AND MADE HIS OWN COSTUMES AND APPLIED HIS OWN MAKEUP. HIS IDENTITY THAT HE CREATED FOR HIMSELF WAS NAMED “POGO”. IN ORDER TO TERRIFY PEOPLE AND GIVE THEM HORRIFYING DREAMS HE WOULD APPLY HIS MAKEUP SUCH THAT THE CORNERS OF THE DESIGNS WERE SHARP OR RESEMBLED BATS SO AS TO SEND TERRIFYING SUBLIMINAL MESSAGES TO THE PEOPLE THAT VIEWED HIM. HE ENJOYED DOING THIS AND TRIED TO LOOK AS CREEPY AS POSSIBLE TO FRIGHTEN PEOPLE. FOR THIS REASON MANY PEOPLE ARE SCARED OF CLOWNS AND DO NOT LIKE BEING AROUND THEM. JOHN WAYNE GACY STATED THAT HE LIKED BEING A CLOWN AND THAT WHEN HE GOT INTO HIS CLOWN MAKEUP “HE COULD BE HIMSELF OR JUST ACT A FOOL”. WHEN JOHN WAYNE GACY WAS A SMALL BOY HIS FATHER WOULD BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM. HE WOULD CALL HIM A SISSY. HE WOULD TELL HIM “YOU ARE DUMB AND STUPID AND NEVER WILL AMOUNT TO ANYTHING”. WHEN JOHNNY WANTED TO EXPRESS HIMSELF BY PLANTING FLOWERS OR PAINTING ART HIS FATHER WOULD TELL HIM THAT THAT WAS THE “SISSY” THING TO DO. WHEN JOHNNY WANTED TO EXPRESS HIMSELF THROUGH COOKING IT WAS THE “SISSY” THING TO DO. WHEN JOHNNY EXPRESSED NO INTEREST IN SPORTS OR FISHING TO HIS FATHER IT MADE HIM A “SISSY”. ACCORDING TO HIS FATHER HE WAS A “PUSSY” BECAUSE HE HAD NO INTEREST IN WATCHING AN OVERPAID, NARCISSISTIC, IGNORAMUS WITH A 4TH GRADE READING LEVEL EVEN AFTER ATTENDING 4 YEARS OF COLLEGE, THROW A BALL TO ANOTHER BRUTISH, EGOTISTICAL, ILLITERATE, GOON. IF HE WANTED TO LEARN THE PIANO OR SING IN THE CHOIR HE WAS A “FAGGOT”. ACCORDING TO HIS FATHER, JOHNNY WAS ONLY A MAN IF HE WANTED TO WATCH A JOCK IDIOT WITH A 50 WORD VOCABULARY COVERED IN FULL SLEEVE TATTOOS AND GOLD IN HIS TEETH THROW A BALL AT ANOTHER IMBECILE OR GO OUT AND KILL OR TORTURE ANIMALS. IF HE WASN’T AN UNSOPHISTICATED SIMPLE BRUTE WITH A CAN OF BEER WATCHING A SPORTS EVENT THEN HE WAS A “FAGGOT”. IF HE SHOWED ANY SENSITIVITY OR CREATIVITY AT ALL THEN HE WAS ACTING “LIKE A FAGGOT”. WHEN JOHNNY WAS CAUGHT TRYING ON HIS MOTHERS BRA AND PANTIES BECAUSE HE LIKED THE SOFT SILKY FEEL AND WANTED TO EXPLORE HIS FEMININE SIDE HE WAS BEATEN WITH A HEAVY LEATHER BELT BY HIS MACHO, INTOXICATED, BLUE COLLAR AND ALCOHOLIC FATHER. THUS WAS BORN THE NASCENCY OF JOHNNY’S HOMICIDAL RAGE. IF JOHNNY’S FATHER HAD EVER FOUND OUT THAT JOHNNY HAD HOMOSEXUAL FEELINGS HE WOULD HAVE KILLED HIM. BECAUSE OF THE PSYCHOLOGICAL ABUSE THAT JOHN WAYNE GACY ENDURED AS A CHILD HE IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING HE IS ACCUSED OF. SOCIETY CREATED JOHN WAYNE GACY. SOCIETY OSTRACIZED AND ABUSED HIM. THEN,FINALLY, SOCIETY REAPED THE CONSEQUENCES OF THEIR CREATION. IN THE END, SOCIETY EXECUTED HIM OUT OF THEIR OWN SELF-HATRED AND FEAR. HIS LAST WORDS ON THIS EARTH WERE “KISS MY ASS” AND HE NEVER OWED SOCIETY AN APOLOGY. AND THEY NEVER GOT ONE.
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Rows and flows of angel hair and ice cream castles in the air
and feather canyons everywhere, I’ve looked at clowns that way.
But now they only block the sun, they rain and snow on everyone.
So many things I could have done but clowns got in the way.
I’ve looked at clowns from both sides now,
from up and down, and still somehow
it’s clown illusions I recall.
I really don’t know clowns at all.
Runes and dooms and Ferris wheels, the busy lazy way you feel
as every fairy tale comes real I’ve looked at hate that way.
But now it’s just another show. You leave ’em crying when you go
and if you care, don’t let them know, don’t give yourself away.
I’ve looked at hate from both sides now,
from give and take, and still somehow
it’s hate’s illusions that I recall.
I really don’t know love at all.
Tears and fears and feeling proud, to say “I hate you” right out loud,
bad dreams and schemes and circus clowns , I’ve looked at life that way.
But now old clowns are acting strange, they shake their heads, they say
Something’s lost but something’s gained in living every day.
I’ve looked at clowns from both sides now,
from win and lose, and still somehow
it’s life’s illusions I recall.
I really don’t know clowns at all.
Prostitution is not a very easy way of life. Most prostitutes are psychologically dependent on some illegal or controlled substance. So, in order to get money as fast as they can they sell their bodies. Many are addicted to harder drugs such as heroin or crack and will do virtual anything even for small amounts of money or even cigarettes. What most people do not know is that many of these girls are also thrill seekers with a very high sex drive so it is not just about money. Many also have low self-esteem and seek out persons who might abuse them or even kill them. When this happens, they often wind up just as this girl, tossed on the road like nothing more than a piece of useless trash like the wrapper from a copy of True Detective magazine or an old Styrofoam cup from McDonald’s.