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PART 2 – NEWLY DISCOVERED AND EXTREMELY RARE PHOTOS OF SERIAL KILLER JOHN WAYNE GACY

KILLER CLOWN JOHN WAYNE GACY PHOTOS EXTREMELY RARE
KILLER CLOWN -JOHN WAYNE GACY PHOTOS EXTREMELY RARE

JOHN WAYNE GACY HOUSE INTERIORSTHE BAR IN THE HOME OF JOHNNY GACY – MANIACNANNY

JOHNNY HAD THIS BAR VERY WELL STOCKED. JOHNNY WAS RICH AND WAS A BIG WHEEL AND A BIG SPENDER. EVERYTHING HE DID HE DID IT BIG. WHEN HE NEEDED BEER FOR THE BAR HE DID NOT JUST BUY ONE CASE; HE BOUGHT THIRTY CASES. MANY ITEMS FOUND IN JOHNNY’S HOUSE BY POLICE DURING THE SEARCH OF 8213 WEST SUMMERDALE WERE IN CASE LOTS SUCH AS ONE WOULD FIND IN A PHARMACY. CONTAINED IN THIS ROOM ALSO WAS A POOL TABLE WHICH JOHNNY USED TO ENTERTAIN GUESTS. AS YOU CAN SEE, THE BAR IS SET UP SO AS TO HAVE A TROPICAL FEEL. THIS BAR IS IN WHAT IS TERMED THE “REC ROOM” IN JOHNNY’S HOUSE. THIS ROOM WAS PART OF AN ADDITION ADDED TO THE ORIGINAL HOUSE IN THE BACK. THE ORIGINAL HOUSE WAS BUILT IN THE 1950’S AND JOHNNY AS WELL AS HIS MOTHER MARION WERE THE OWNERS AND HAD THEIR NAMES ON THE DEED. MARION HELPED JOHNNY TO BUY THIS HOUSE.

JOHNNY GACY ORIGINAL PAINTINGS ARTWORK
JOHNNY GACY ORIGINAL PRISON PAINTINGS AND ARTWORK

JOHN WAYNE gacy HOUSE MOVIETHE ABOVE POLICE PHOTOGRAPH SHOWS THE ROOM OF JOHN WAYNE GACY. PLEASE NOTE THE PORTRAIT OF THE CLOWN ADORNING THE WALL. JOHNNY HAD MANY PICTURES OF CLOWNS THROUGHOUT THE HOUSE. MANY OF THE IMAGES WERE OF JUST THE HEAD OF A CLOWN OR CLOWNS. WHEN POLICE DETECTIVES EXECUTED THE INITIAL SEARCH WARRANTS ON 8213 W. SUMMERDALE, THEY GOT THE IMPRESSION THAT THE JOHNNY HAD A FIXATION WITH HEADS AND POSSIBLY HAD BEHEADED HIS VICTIMS. THIS TURNED OUT TO BE UNTRUE AS EVERY VICTIM WAS KILLED VIA LIGATURE STRANGULATION EXCEPT THE FIRST VICTIM WHO WAS KILLED BY STABBING.

JOHN WAYNE GACY SEARCH WARRANT
ITEMS RECOVERED FROM THE HOME OF JOHN WAYNE GACY DURING SEARCH WARRANT

GACY HOUSE MOVIE WATCH ONLINEBATHROOM IN THE HOUSE OF JOHN WAYNE GACY

DURING THE INITIAL SEARCH WARRANTS FOR THE HOME OF JOHNNY GACY, INVESTIGATORS WERE EXPLORING THE HOUSE AND IT WAS A CASUAL ATMOSPHERE. JOHNNY WAS ARROGANT AND COCK – SURE AND FELT THAT THE DETECTIVES COULD NOT PIN ANYTHING ON HIM. HE WAS PRESENT DURING THE SEARCH AND CHATTED AMICABLY WITH THE OFFICERS, SHOWING THEM PICTURES OF HIMSELF WITH FAMOUS POLITICIANS TO TRY TO INTIMIDATE THEM BUT ALSO TO BRAG AND JUST FOR THE MERE SAKE THAT HE WAS GREGARIOUS AND A BLOWHARD. HE WAS INGRATIATING AND A CONVERSATIONALIST AND COULD CHAT PEOPLE UP SUCCESSFULLY. EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE COULD TELL HE WAS LYING TO THEIR FACE THEY DID NOT CARE MOSTLY BECAUSE HE WAS SO WINSOME. JOHNNY HAS A THICK CHICAGO ACCENT AND WHEN HE SPEAKS IT IS LIKE HE HAS A MOUTH FULL OF SUGAR AND BUTTER. HE CLIPS HIS WORDS OFF AND SMACKS THE SALIVA AROUND IN HIS MOUTH WHILE ACCENTUATING SYLLABLES SUCH THAT IT SEEMS HE IS SLOWLY CHEWING A SPOONFUL OF FRESH GOLDEN HONEY. HE DID THIS TO INGRATIATE THE LISTENER SO THAT HE COULD CON AND MANIPULATE THEM. JOHNNY WAS A HOMOSEXUAL AND HAD A FONDNESS FOR COOKING AND GARDENING. DURING THE SEARCH, ONE OF THE DETECTIVES WENT IN TO USE THIS BATHROOM. WHILE HE WAS WASHING HIS HANDS, THE HEAT CAME ON. AS THE AIR CAME UP FROM THE CRAWL SPACE BELOW AND ROSE THROUGH THE HEATING VENT HE COULD SMELL THE DISTINCT ODOR OF DEATH. WHEN AN ANIMAL DIES THERE IS A CHEMICAL THAT BECOMES EVIDENT AND GIVES OFF A STRONG SMELL. IT IS CALLED “CADAVERIVE.”  SINCE THIS DETECTIVE HAD WORKED IN THE MEDICAL EXAMINER’S OFFICE FREQUENTLY, HIS WRITTEN TESTIMONY OF THE SMELL IN THE BATHROOM TO A JUDGE WAS ENOUGH TO GET ANOTHER SIGNED SEARCH WARRANT FOR A SEARCH OF THE CRAWLSPACE. A SEARCH WARRANT MUST BE SIGNED BY A JUDGE OR IT IS NOT VALID.

THE BOOTS OF SERIAL KILLER JOHN WAYNE GACY DISCOVERED DURING SEARCH WARRANT
THE BOOTS OF SERIAL KILLER JOHN WAYNE GACY DISCOVERED DURING SEARCH WARRANT

JOHN WAYNE GACY HOUSE WATCH STREAMING HDFRONTAL ASPECT FACING NORTHWARD OF 8213 WEST SUMMERDALE AVENUE, THE HOME OF JOHNNY GACY. OBSERVE THE LAMP. THIS IS AN ACTUAL STREET LAMP. NOT THE TYPE THAT A HOME OWNER WOULD TYPICALLY HAVE ON THEIR PROPERTY. TO THE LEFT, THE THREE PANELED WINDOW, THIS USED TO BE THE FRONT LIVING ROOM BUT JOHNNY CONVERTED THIS TO HIS OFFICE. PICTURES OF CLOWNS GRACED THE WALLS. TO THE RIGHT OF THE DOOR, THE FIRST ENTRANCE, THIS IS THE PLANT ROOM. JOHNNY LOVES PLANTS AND IT IS IN THIS ROOM THAT THE PLANTS RESIDE. THIS ROOM ALSO CONTAINS A SMALL CLOSET AND AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS CLOSET THERE IS A WOODEN PANEL ON THE FLOOR. AND WHEN YOU LIFT THIS PANEL THERE IS A HOLE  WHEREUPON YOU CAN DESCEND INTO THE CRAWL SPACE. 26 BODIES WERE DISCOVERED IN THE CRAWL SPACE. ONE IN THE GARAGE, ONE UNDER THE BAR-B-Q PIT AND ONE BURIED UNDER THE DRIVEWAY. THE 4 REMAINING BODIES WERE TOSSED OVER THE I-55 BRIDGE INTO THE DES PLAINS RIVER WITH ALL THE REGARD THAT ONE WOULD SHOW WHEN TOSSING THE GREASY CARDBOARD PIZZA BOX OUT OF THEIR CAR WINDOW AFTER EATING AN EXTRA LARGE THIN CRUST PIZZA WITH EXTRA SAUCE AND EXTRA CHEESE, TOPPED WITH RAW ONIONS, PEPPERONIS, GROUND BEEF, AND 4 CHEESES. EXTRA GARLIC SAUCE AND A SPLASH OF WHITE WINE, HALLOPENIO AND SARRANO HOT PEPPERS WITH A HELPING OF HABANERO PEPPERS AND A DASH OF EXTRA OREGANO JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT. RAZOR THIN SLICED FRESH GARLIC AND FRESH RAW TOMATO SLICES, EXTRA THIN, WITH HOT BUFFALO WINGS ON THE SIDE AND TWO TWO LITER BOTTLES OF COKE. SIX HEINEKENS, 10 IMPORTED GERMAN BEERS AND A BAG OF WEED. 2 CIGARILLOS AND A PACK OF MARLBORO CIGARETTES.  A STRONG COOL PORCELAIN TOILET TO BARF IN AND A FRIEND TO STICK THEIR FINGER DOWN YOUR THROAT IF YOU CAN’T BARF.  A NICE CELLIE TO RAP TOO AND A MOM TO GET YOU A LAWYER AND BAIL YOU OUT.

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THE CRAWL SPACE OF THE KILLER CLOWN JOHN WAYNE GACY
THE CRAWL SPACE OF THE KILLER CLOWN – JOHN WAYNE GACY

 

GIRL EATEN ALIVE BY WHITE TIP REEF SHARK, New Smyrna Beach, Florida

White Tip Reef Shark MANIAC NANNY
White Tip Reef Shark — MANIAC NANNY
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SHARK EATS WOMAN ALIVE MANIAC NANNY
SHARK EATS WOMAN ALIVE — MANIAC NANNY
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SHARK ATTACK VICTIM — MANIAC NANNY
    WHITE TIP SHARK MAULS GIRL MANIAC NANNY
WHITE TIP SHARK MAULS GIRL — MANIAC NANNY

 

 

 

“JOHNNY AND ME” A BOOK REVIEW BY MANIAC NANNY WITH RARE PHOTOGRAPHS

JOHN WAYNE GACY BY MANIAC NANNY
“JOHN WAYNE GACY” ORIGINAL ARTWORK BY MANIAC NANNY

“JOHNNY AND ME” IS A BOOK WRITTEN BY BARRY BOSCHELLI.  THIS IS THE CHILDHOOD TALE OF THE BEST FRIEND OF THE JOHN WAYNE GACY. THIS IS A SPELLBINDING AND BRILLIANT BOOK. JOHN WAYNE GACY WAS A SERIAL KILLER ACTIVE BETWEEN 1972 AND 1978  NEAR NORWOOD PARK ILLINOIS. THE BOOK “JOHNNY AND ME” GIVES A VIVID ACCOUNT OF THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN BARRY BOSCHELLI AND HIS BEST FRIEND, JOHNNY GACY AS THEY WERE LIVING OUT THEIR AMERICAN DREAM IN 1950’S CHICAGO, ILLINOIS. MR. BOSCHELLI TRANSPORTS THE READER INTO THE ERA AND LEADS THEM BY THE HAND THROUGH THE ADVENTURES AND MISADVENTURES OF THE BOYS AS THEY EXPLORE THEIR ENVIRONMENT, SUFFER THE RAGINGS OF THEIR ABUSIVE AND ALCOHOLIC FATHERS, AND EXPLORE THEIR HOPES AND DREAMS FOR THE FUTURE IN MID WESTERN AMERICA . THIS BOOK IS THRILLING AND ENGAGING FROM BEGINNING TO END AND PROVIDES DEEP INSIGHT INTO THE BURGEONING MIND OF JOHN WAYNE GACY AND HELPS TO EXPLAIN – PERHAPS –  WHY THE FUTURE EVENTS OF HIS LIFE UNFOLDED AS THEY DID. (PLEASE STAY TUNED I AM STILL WORKING ON THIS)

JOHNNY AND ME BY BARRY BOSCHELLI
JOHNNY AND ME BY BARRY BOSCHELLI

 

BARRY BOSCHELLI AND JOHNNY GACY
BARRY BOSCHELLI (FAR RIGHT) AND JOHNNY GACY (SECOND FROM RIGHT)

BARRY BOSCHELLI WEAVES A MAGICAL TALE. HE STARTS WITH A BACKGROUND DETAILING HIS HISTORY AND THAT OF HIS FAMILY GIVING THE READER A VIVID GLIMPSE INTO THE DAY TO DAY LIFE OF A CHILD IN 1950’S AMERICA. THE READER IS TRANSPORTED AS IF IN A TIME MACHINE AND EXPERIENCES FIRST HAND THE SIGHTS,  SOUNDS, SMELLS, TASTES AND SOMATIC SENSATIONS  AS IF IN REAL TIME AND 4 DIMENSIONS.  

JOHN WAYNE GACY EARLY AND RARE PICS
JOHN WAYNE GACY EARLY AND RARE PICS
JOHN WAYNE GACY FAMILY PHOTOGRAPHS
JOHN WAYNE GACY FAMILY PHOTOGRAPHS

 

JOHNNY GACY IN THE BOY SCOUTS
JOHNNY GACY IN THE BOY SCOUTS
JOHNNY GACY AS A CHILD
JOHNNY GACY AS A CHILD

BARRY BOSCHELLI BRINGS HIS CHARACTERS TO LIFE THROUGHOUT THE BOOK AND DRAWS THE READER IN HOLDING THEIR INTEREST. CAREFUL AND INTRICATE DETAIL IS GIVEN TO SCENERY SUCH AS THE INTERIORS OF THE HOME OF THE GACY FAMILY, THE COLORS AND TEXTURES USED IN THEIR FURNISHINGS AND HOW WELL KEPT THE CHILDREN’S ROOMS WERE REQUIRED TO BE. BARRY DETAILS THEIR CHILDHOOD ADVENTURES SUCH AS BUILDING A FOR – PROFIT ROLLER COASTER IN THEIR BACKYARD AND BUILDING A FORT. THE AUTHOR ALSO DETAILS INCIDENTS THAT LIKELY PLAYED A MAJOR ROLE IN THE SOMATIC AS WELL AS PSYCHOLOGICAL DEVELOPMENT OF YOUNG JOHNNY GACY. ONE SUCH INCIDENT DETAILED IS WHEN YOUNG JOHNNY WAS HIT HARD IN THE HEAD AREA BY A THICKLY BUILT WOODEN AND IRON SWING AS THE KIDS WERE PLAYING. JOHNNY LOST CONSCIOUSNESS FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME AND WAS TRANSPORTED BY A CRYING, VERY DISTRAUGHT BARRY BACK TO THE KID’S HOUSE AS THEY COULD NOT FIND A POLICE OFFICER. THIS EVENT WAS INSIDIOUS AND CRITICAL IN THE DEVELOPMENT OF JOHNNY GACY. JOHNNY SUFFERED ACUTE EFFECTS FROM THIS INJURY FOR WEEKS AND SOME VERY SEVERE. IT WAS THOUGHT TO HAVE CAUSED AMPLE BLEEDING ON THE BRAIN AND A CLOT FORMED. DURING RECOVERY JOHNNY SUFFERED SLURRED SPEECH. THIS IS IMPORTANT AS IT INDICATES POSSIBLE DAMAGE TO BROCA’S AREA WITH ACCOMPANYING STROKE. SO, THERE WAS A LOSS OF BLOOD FLOW TO THE AREA WITH ACCOMPANYING LOSS OF OXYGEN CAUSING THE DEATH OF CELLS IN THE IMMEDIATE AREA. MANY DOCTORS SPECULATE THAT THIS DAMAGE COULD HAVE AFFECTED HIS PSYCHOLOGICAL MAKE -UP IN SIGNIFICANT WAYS LEADING TO THE EXTREMES OF HIS PERSONALITY. JOHNNY WAS TO SUFFER LIFELONG PROBLEMS FROM THIS EVENT INCLUDING PERIODIC BLACKOUTS.

CHRISTMAS CAROLING GROUP BARRY AND JOHNNY
CHRISTMAS CAROLING GROUP BARRY AND JOHNNY

JOHNNY AND BARRY HAD MUCH IN COMMON. THEY BOTH LOVED CANDY AND WOULD SAVE TO BUY IT. THEIR FATHER’S WERE ABUSIVE ALCOHOLICS AND WOULD GO INTO RAGES. ONE DAY, BARRY ACCIDENTALLY SPILLED A DRINK ON MR. GACY. HE GOT VERY MAD ABOUT IT AND BARRY LEFT. JOHNNY HAD TO CLEAN HIS ROOM AND MOP THE KITCHEN FLOOR. IF HE TRIED TO SLACK OFF HIS FATHER WOULD LITERALLY KILL HIM SO HE NEVER MISSED HIS CHORES.JOHNNY WAS TO WALK THE DOG. AND IF HE DID NOT DO IT HIS FATHER WOULD WHIP HIS ASS. JOHNNY DRESSED VERY NEATLY AND WAS VERY WELL GROOMED AT ALL TIMES. BARRY WAS NOT GAY AND THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE TWO BOYS WAS A NORMAL FRIENDSHIP. MR. GACY DID NOT TOLERATE HOMOSEXUALITY AND IF HE EVER FOUND OUT THAT JOHNNY WAS ATTRACTED TO MALES HE WOULD HAVE LITERALLY KILLED HIM. GACY’S SISTERS WERE EXPECTED TO DO THE SAME AMOUNT OF WORK AS JOHNNY.

 

 

 

 

BLOODBATH IN CHICAGO: 82 SHOT, 14 DEAD OVER 4TH OF JULY WEEKEND — AL SHARPTON CALLS FOR ACTION

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1359600393291.cachedFOR TODAY’S LESSON  BOYS AND GIRLS WE ARE GOING TO DEFINE A NEW WORD. THE WORD IS “POLITICS”. WHY IS THERE SO MUCH DEATH AND VIOLENCE IN BLACK COMMUNITIES?  LIARS WILL BLAME “GUNS” WHILE POLITICIANS GRANDSTAND OVER THE STILL – WARM BODIES OF THE DEAD CHILDREN TO PUSH FOR “GUN CONTROL”. THE REAL ISSUES IN THE BLACK COMMUNITY WILL BE IGNORED,  BECAUSE THEY DON’T FIT THE “AGENDA”. ANY BLACK LEADER ADDRESSING THE REAL ISSUES IN THE BLACK COMMUNITY WILL BE OSTRACIZED, SHUNNED, AND LABELED AN “UNCLE TOM”. ANY WHITE PERSON IDENTIFYING THE REAL ISSUES  WILL BE LABELED A “RACIST”. THIS IS KNOWN AS “POLITICS”. SEE HOW IT WORKS? IF YOUR CHILD IS ONE OF THE DEAD, THAN POLITICS IS NOT A GOOD THING. BUT IF YOU HAVE A DESIRE TO BECOME WEALTHY AND YOU ARE A BUSINESSMAN IN A BLACK COMMUNITY WHO OWNS A FUNERAL HOME, THEN FOR YOU POLITICS IS A VERY GOOD THING INDEED. BECAUSE YOU WILL BECOME VERY WEALTHY AND DRIVE AROUND IN A BIG EXPENSIVE CAR. JUST LIKE POLITICIANS DO. SEE HOW IT WORKS?

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despite-drop-homicide-rate-violent-20131215-223056-727BLACK YOUTH MURDERED IN 2012 

615323547_al_sharpton_answer_2_xlargeTHE REVEREND AL SHARPTON – ASKS  “WHY IS THERE SO MUCH VIOLENCE IN THE BLACK COMMUNITY?” HE IS OUTRAGED AND WANTS THE VIOLENCE TO END. WILL THE VIOLENCE IN THE BLACK COMMUNITY END? WELL, WE’LL  ALL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.

t1larg.chicago.violence.gi_THE WORLD WATCHES IN STUNNED DISBELIEF AS BLACK AMERICAN CULTURE CONTINUES IT’S ESCALATING DOWNWARD SPIRAL INTO THE ABYSS. BLACK LEADERSHIP IS SILENT.

RARE POLICE ARTIST’S SKETCH OF SUSPECT IN THE CAROL DaRONCH AGGRAVATED KIDNAPPING CASE; FOR WHICH TED BUNDY WAS CONVICTED, CIRCA NOV. 1974

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BELOW: RARE OIL PAINTING OF TED BUNDY VICTIM SUSAN ELANE RANCOURT, 19 YEARS OLDxxxxxxxxXDisappeared: April 17, 1974, Central Washington State College, Ellensburg.
Found: Mar 3, 1975 Taylor Mountain, Washington StateSUSAN MOTHERSUSAN’S MOTHER

 

 

::GRAPHIC CONTENT:: MEXICAN GIRL UNDERGOES MEDICAL AUTOPSY AFTER DYING FROM HEROIN OVERDOSE IN A DESOLATE INDUSTRIAL STRIP

hhhuhhhuhhhuuntijjjjjjjjjhdfffddssanfgdgfdngfdu65eu5eyu5yteh6tehg6te5BY MEXICAN STANDARDS THIS YOUNG GIRL HAD A FAIRLY DECENT UPBRINGING IN A MIDDLE CLASS HOME. FINANCIALLY SHE NEVER WANTED FOR ANYTHING.  AFTER BEING REPEATEDLY RAPED BY HER FATHER STARTING AT 7 YEARS OLD AND CONTINUING UNTIL SHE WAS 12 SHE SHUT DOWN MENTALLY AND WITHDREW INTO HERSELF. SHE NEVER SPOKE TO ANYONE ABOUT THE ABUSE AND INTERNALIZED IT. EVEN THOUGH HER MOTHER KNEW THAT SHE WAS BEING ABUSED SHE REFUSED TO HELP HER BECAUSE AS WITH MOST WOMEN SHE WAS WEAK AND INSECURE AND AFRAID OF BEING ALONE, AND KNEW THAT IF SHE INTERVENED THAT HER HUSBAND WOULD LEAVE HER. ESPECIALLY BECAUSE SINCE HER HUSBAND WAS A GOOD LOOKING MAN SHE KNEW THAT HE COULD QUICKLY REPLACE HER WITH ANOTHER WOMAN. SO SHE MADE EXCUSES FOR HER HUSBAND’S BEHAVIOR AND TOLERATED IT. AFTER THE ABUSE CONTINUED FOR A YEAR THE MOTHER BECAME RESENTFUL AND JEALOUS AND STARTED TO BLAME HER DAUGHTER FOR THE ABUSE. THE YOUNG GIRL BEGAN LOSING CONCENTRATION IN SCHOOL AND BECOMING PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE. AFTER THE 4TH YEAR AFTER THE ABUSE WITH THE URGING OF HER FRIENDS, SHE HAD TRIED  HEROIN AND FOUND OUT THAT BY USING THIS DRUG SHE WAS TRANSPORTED AWAY FROM HER MISERABLE SHIT LIFE AND HAD FINALLY FOUND ONE WAY TO FORGET HER PAIN AND SELF-HATRED. 2 YEARS LATER AT AGE 18, SHE STARTED TO BLAME HERSELF FOR THE ABUSE AND IN HER DESPERATION  STARTED TO GET MONEY AND SEEK  APPROVAL THROUGH PROSTITUTION. AFTER TELLING HERSELF IT WAS ONLY TEMPORARY,  AND THAT SHE WAS GOING TO EVENTUALLY STOP THE BEHAVIOR, SHE FINALLY JUST GAVE IN AND ACCEPTED HERSELF FOR WHAT SHE WAS – A PROSTITUTE AND A JUNKIE. NEEDING MORE AND MORE OF THE DRUG TO GET HIGH AND SUPPRESS THE INTENSE PAIN OF HER MEMORIES OF HER CHILDHOOD SHE USED MORE AND MORE HEROIN AND TRIED TO GET THE PUREST FORM AVAILABLE. FINALLY, AFTER 2 YEARS OF WORKING THE BLEAK GRAY CONCRETE AND STEEL INDUSTRIAL STRIP ON THE MEAN STREETS LINED WITH AUTO GRAVEYARDS, PORN SHOPS, FILTHY INDIAN – OWNED MOTELS AND FAST FOOD RESTAURANTS , SHE JAMMED THE HOT SPIKE IN HER NECK AND PUMPED THE DRUG INTO HER BLOODSTREAM FOR THE LAST TIME . HER NEXT STOP WAS THE CORONER’S OFFICE WHERE AN AUTOPSY WAS PERFORMED ON HER TO DETERMINE IF THERE HAD BEEN ANY FOUL PLAY INVOLVED WITH HER DEATH. THE AUTOPSY PHOTOS ARE HARD TO LOOK AT FOR SOME BUT THEY ARE THE GRIM REALITY OF HUMANITY’S STARK, EMPTY AND BLEAK EXISTENCE. MOST WILL CHOOSE TO LOOK AWAY OR HIDE IN DENIAL BEHIND THEIR RELIGION INSTEAD OF FACING THE DARK REALITY OF LIFE BECAUSE THEY ARE TOO WEAK TO LOOK INTO THE REAL FACE OF DEATH. THEY WILL HIDE BEHIND THE ILLUSION OF THE SECURITY OF THEIR LITTLE 9-5 JOB AT THE UTILITY COMPANY AND SUPPRESS THEIR RECENT FEAR THAT THEIR SPOUSE  HAS BECOME BORED WITH THEM AND IS HAVING AN AFFAIR BEHIND THEIR BACK,  AND THAT THEIR KIDS HATE THEM AND ARE ASHAMED OF THEM. THE ILLUSION THAT THEIR PRIEST IS NOT REALLY A PEDOPHILE, AND HOMOSEXUAL ALCOHOLIC, USING THEIR WEEKLY DONATIONS FOR TRYSTS WITH TEENAGED BOYS IN SORDID ATLANTIC CITY MOTEL ROOMS. TELLING THEMSELVES THAT THEIR EMPTY, MEANINGLESS LIVES ACTUALLY DO HAVE MEANING BECAUSE THEY WEAR A RIBBON TO SHOW HOW MUCH THEY CARE ABOUT THEIR LATEST PET CAUSE, OR THAT THEIR TIME CAMPAIGNING FOR THE LATEST TRENDY JUNK SCIENCE EFFORT LIKE GLOBAL WARMING OR SAVING THE FUCKING TREES IS A WORTHWHILE EFFORT THAT GIVES THEM SELF-WORTH WHEN THE REALITY IS THAT THEY FEEL WORTHLESS. THAT THEIR TIME SPENT FEEDING THE HOMELESS BUMS WHO WOULD STICK A SHANK IN THEIR BACK FOR 3 DOLLARS ,  A SMOKE,  OR A JUG OF WINE AND WHO RESENT AND DESPISE THEM GIVES THEM A SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT,  AND THAT THEY REALLY DON’T FEAR AND DESPISE THE HOMELESS THEMSELVES. THOSE WHO ARE NOT AFRAID TO LOOK INTO THE FACE OF DEATH IN ALL IT’S MYRIAD FORMS ARE THE ONES WHO TRULY ARE FREE AND WHO ARE AWARE. I AM NOBODY, I AM A TRAMP,  A HOBO.  I’M A BOXCAR AND A JUG OF WINE.  I’M WHOEVER YOU WANT ME TO BE.  I’M NOBODY.  AND I’M A STRAIGHT RAZOR IF YOU GET TOO CLOSE.

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THE ARTWORK OF SERIAL KILLER JOHN WAYNE GACY – FIRST IN THE SERIES – CLOWNS

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2416fNOTE: TO ENLARGE BOTH PHOTOS AND PRINT HOLD DOWN THE Ctrl KEY AND PRESS THE + KEY AS MANY TIMES AS YOU NEED TO ENLARGE IT. TO REDUCE TO ORIGINAL SIZE HOLD DOWN Ctrl KEY AND PRESS THE – KEY UNTIL IMAGE IS AT ORIGINAL SIZE.2417fJOHN WAYNE GACY WAS  HIGHLY CREATIVE. HE WAS A TALENTED ARTIST AND PAINTER. HE PAINTED MANY VERY ORIGINAL PICTURES OF CLOWNS AMONG OTHER THINGS. JOHN WAYNE GACY WAS A REGISTERED CLOWN AND MADE HIS OWN COSTUMES AND APPLIED HIS OWN MAKEUP. HIS IDENTITY THAT HE CREATED FOR HIMSELF WAS NAMED “POGO”. IN ORDER TO TERRIFY PEOPLE AND GIVE THEM HORRIFYING DREAMS HE WOULD APPLY HIS MAKEUP SUCH THAT THE CORNERS OF THE DESIGNS WERE SHARP OR RESEMBLED BATS SO AS TO SEND TERRIFYING SUBLIMINAL MESSAGES TO THE PEOPLE THAT VIEWED HIM. HE ENJOYED DOING THIS AND TRIED TO LOOK AS CREEPY AS POSSIBLE TO FRIGHTEN PEOPLE. FOR THIS REASON MANY PEOPLE ARE SCARED OF CLOWNS AND DO NOT LIKE BEING AROUND THEM. JOHN WAYNE GACY STATED THAT HE LIKED BEING A CLOWN AND THAT WHEN HE GOT INTO HIS CLOWN MAKEUP “HE COULD BE HIMSELF OR JUST ACT A FOOL”. WHEN JOHN WAYNE GACY WAS A SMALL BOY HIS FATHER WOULD BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM. HE WOULD CALL HIM A SISSY. HE WOULD TELL HIM “YOU ARE DUMB AND STUPID AND NEVER WILL AMOUNT TO ANYTHING”. WHEN JOHNNY WANTED TO EXPRESS HIMSELF BY PLANTING FLOWERS OR PAINTING ART HIS FATHER WOULD TELL HIM THAT THAT WAS THE “SISSY” THING TO DO. WHEN JOHNNY WANTED TO EXPRESS HIMSELF THROUGH COOKING IT WAS THE “SISSY” THING TO DO. WHEN JOHNNY EXPRESSED NO INTEREST IN SPORTS OR FISHING TO HIS FATHER IT MADE HIM A “SISSY”. ACCORDING TO HIS FATHER HE WAS A “PUSSY” BECAUSE HE HAD NO INTEREST IN WATCHING AN OVERPAID, NARCISSISTIC,  IGNORAMUS  WITH A 4TH GRADE READING LEVEL EVEN AFTER ATTENDING 4 YEARS OF COLLEGE, THROW A BALL TO ANOTHER BRUTISH, EGOTISTICAL, ILLITERATE, GOON.  IF HE WANTED TO LEARN THE PIANO OR SING IN THE CHOIR HE WAS A “FAGGOT”.  ACCORDING TO HIS FATHER, JOHNNY  WAS ONLY A MAN IF HE WANTED TO WATCH A JOCK IDIOT WITH A 50 WORD VOCABULARY COVERED IN FULL SLEEVE TATTOOS AND GOLD IN HIS TEETH THROW A BALL AT ANOTHER IMBECILE OR GO OUT AND KILL OR TORTURE ANIMALS. IF HE WASN’T AN UNSOPHISTICATED SIMPLE BRUTE WITH A CAN OF BEER WATCHING A SPORTS EVENT THEN HE WAS A “FAGGOT”. IF HE SHOWED ANY SENSITIVITY OR CREATIVITY AT ALL THEN HE WAS ACTING “LIKE A FAGGOT”. WHEN JOHNNY WAS CAUGHT TRYING ON HIS MOTHERS BRA AND PANTIES BECAUSE HE LIKED THE SOFT SILKY FEEL AND WANTED TO EXPLORE HIS FEMININE SIDE HE WAS BEATEN WITH A HEAVY LEATHER BELT BY HIS MACHO, INTOXICATED, BLUE COLLAR AND ALCOHOLIC FATHER. THUS WAS BORN THE NASCENCY OF JOHNNY’S HOMICIDAL RAGE. IF JOHNNY’S FATHER HAD EVER FOUND OUT THAT JOHNNY HAD HOMOSEXUAL FEELINGS HE WOULD HAVE KILLED HIM. BECAUSE OF THE PSYCHOLOGICAL ABUSE THAT JOHN WAYNE GACY ENDURED AS A CHILD HE IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING HE IS ACCUSED OF. SOCIETY CREATED JOHN WAYNE GACY. SOCIETY OSTRACIZED AND ABUSED HIM. THEN,FINALLY, SOCIETY  REAPED THE CONSEQUENCES OF THEIR CREATION. IN THE END, SOCIETY EXECUTED HIM OUT OF THEIR OWN SELF-HATRED AND FEAR. HIS LAST WORDS ON THIS EARTH WERE “KISS MY ASS” AND HE NEVER OWED SOCIETY AN APOLOGY. AND THEY NEVER GOT ONE.

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Clowns
Rows and flows of angel hair and ice cream castles in the air
and feather canyons everywhere, I’ve looked at clowns that way.
But now they only block the sun, they rain and snow on everyone.
So many things I could have done but clowns got in the way.
I’ve looked at clowns from both sides now,
from up and down, and still somehow
it’s clown illusions I recall.
I really don’t know clowns at all.
Runes and dooms and Ferris wheels, the busy lazy way you feel
as every fairy tale comes real I’ve looked at hate that way.
But now it’s just another show. You leave ’em crying when you go
and if you care, don’t let them know, don’t give yourself away.
I’ve looked at hate from both sides now,
from give and take, and still somehow
it’s hate’s illusions that I recall.
I really don’t know love at all.
Tears and fears and feeling proud, to say “I hate you” right out loud,
bad dreams and schemes and circus clowns , I’ve looked at life that way.
But now old clowns are acting strange, they shake their heads, they say
I’ve changed.
Something’s lost but something’s gained in living every day.
I’ve looked at clowns from both sides now,
from win and lose, and still somehow
it’s life’s illusions I recall.
I really don’t know clowns at all.

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WOMAN SLASHED AND BUTCHERED BY SERIAL SLASHER, CIRCA 1942

womanslashedRARE AND HISTORIC BLACK AND WHITE CRIME SCENE PHOTO OF A VICTIM OF THE SERIAL SLASHER

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